Hello everyone! Welcome to my new layout for 'PorchMonkey4Life'. To those that do not truly 'get it' or think that I am trying to make
some sort of racial slur with reference to my blog name, chill. Seriously, this is just a reference to the Movie, Clerks2, and those that have not
yet seen the movie, well, won't get it.
I am not in any way or form racist, just ask my closest friends and they will tell you.
I am going to post a little more behind the reason I chose this name for my blog later when I have had a chance to fiddle with the rest of the site.
In the meantime, just click 'Entry' or 'Archives' below to view the blog itself.
Cheers,
PM4L
Write something like this..
I'm a blah yearold blah. I live in blah. I like blah. I hate bla blabla. :P
write a short biogrphy here..
Beans, beans, the musical fruit. The more you eat, the more you toot. The more you toot, the better you feel, so . . . Let's
eat beans at EVERY MEAL!!
photos? adoptions? song lyrics? anything you want here.. :)
My mood has been going up and down a lot lately and I am beginning to wonder if I am ever meant to be happy. Maybe I am, maybe I am not, but with the turn of recent events, I am beginning to think that its is more of the not.
I hate being so codependant. I might not be using the word in its correct form, but I mean that I hate feeling as if I need to have someone 'with' me to feel good about myself. The fact of the matter is that I have never been 'alone' in my entire adult life, and now that I find myself having to be totally self-sufficient . . . It really is hard.
Someone told me tonite, don't try to find love, let love find you. If I sit here, doing what I do, how is love supposed to find me? Maybe I should just give up on it totally. I crave attention, and I readily admit that, but I don't know how to cope with the lack thereof.
I think I need to go and work on some cards or something.
hmmm . . .
A donut would be nice.
Lovingly yours,
PM4L
posted @ 8:20 PM
